Have you ever heard of "meta-emotions"? It's a real thing. It's what happens when we add another dimension, another level, to our original condition. For example, fear of being afraid. You need to read this if you suffer from any mood disorder.
managing your depression
Watch out for the “parties”. They can be a real downer.
Shouldn't we all like parties? I mean, isn't it great to have fun? It surely is. But for those who suffer depression, the "highs' can be as bad as the "lows".
The gift of depression 